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I was molested when I was a little girl. it "tickle" me there every time I sat on his lap, he was out of my pants and he released his penis once when we were sitting on the couch and asked me 's sit on his lap. It scared me because I thought she was ugly so I scooted away. my mother was sitting next to us when it happened. she knew. the guy who did it was my stepfather and he went to jail for doing this other daughter (my sisters friend). Everyone asked me a bunch of times, if he ever touched me when he got caught because I was still sitting on his lap. I lied and said no. But it does. I do not know why I lied ... I was too young to know better I think .. I'm not used to never really think about it, but now I'm 17 and kind of haunts me a bit. Also, my mother was married to this other man and my sister told me she may have been raped by him. He did touch my mother.

Although this last bit did not happen to me, it kills me when I think about it because I always thought of my mother as a kind of my hero. Then, like 3 years ago my sister told me that. I live with my mother, we have a very good relationship, but she kind of pushes Sometimes when I think about it. Sometimes I can hardly be in the same room with her ...

anyway, the point is, I'm sick of wondering why? Why are not I? He could have got more time .. Maybe he did something to another girl since it came out ... How can I trust my mother after having experienced what it is?
How do I recover from this? insurance does not cover treatment?

Most insurance covers this. The first thing you should do is to get therapy, buy the book "Courage to Heal" and insist that your mother also undergo treatment. If she refuses, you will have a tough decision (as it has helped child abuse others) report and / or yourself away from it. It is a very tramatic thing to have to deal with, but with the help that you can heal. Regarding the reason why you lied .... perhaps not to make waves? not sure, but the therapist can help you through this part of it. You can be strong and Will Survive ....

Well, my other account locked (testrat) to write more here. Forgot to say, you find a support group in your area, and also begin to surround himself with people who will support you'll need ....